D&AD Shift with Google Showcase 2021

After almost 2 years of the pandemic induced break D&AD reopened its door to the public. D&AD Shift is the organisation’s design and advertising night school. During the event Class of 2021 presented their work, received their diplomas and networked with the representatives of the industry.

A selection of photos below. Full documentation is available here:

https://www.flickr.com/photos/dandaduk/albums/72157720055568962

Jo Cork's Audio-Visual-Haptic Screendance - Workshop 1

I documented the first workshop for Jo Cork’s Audio-Visual-Haptic Screendance research project. The project’s made in collaboration with film and gaming composer, Bartosz Szafranski; and creative technologist and haptics specialist, Ava Aghakouchak and with the participation of a group of dancers. The workshop was held at Studio Wayne McGregor.

Physical Distancing Exhibition at Electrowerkz

Recently my work have been included in Physical Distancing, an exhibition curated by Parma Ham. The group show boasting some photographic work and installation pieces documenting and created in response to alt-night life took over the top floor of Electrowerkz in Angel.

Find out more about the show on Electrowerk’z blog and Parma Ham’s website.

Beside showing three prints of photographs taken at Kaos and Klub Verboten, I also had an opportunity to contribute to the film programme presented during the opening night. The video based on my photo essay ‘Scenes of Utter Chaos’ (scroll down to read the piece) is a response to the theme of physical distancing and as such explores the experience of disconnection from memories and people representing the tangible world.

Scenes of Utter Kaos

KAOS was launched in November 2003 at Madame JoJo’s in Soho. Over the years they have staged under- ground parties all over London. From the faded opulence of JoJo's to the Dickensian squalor of an under- ground pissoir (Public Life, Spitalfields) via the neo-gothic splendour of the 291 Gallery and the eccentric grunge of The Speaker Palace to the crepuscular underworld of Stunners [...] KAOS currently run monthly underground warehouse parties at the gritty and industrial Electrowerkz club in Angel, Islington, a 19th cen- tury former metal works installed with a powerful turbosound system.*1

With a brave yet coherent curation of sonic soundscapes - merging elements of techno, post-industrial, modular synthwave and rhythmic noise - KAOS is devoted to music and is about sonic experiences. Throughout the years, it has become a well-known stage for both emerging and established sonic artists from the local as well as the global scene. It has also become a home for the crowd attending the nights - the people who make it a visually rich and queer space. They have created a community around KAOS and they continue to contribute their energy into the night’s vibe.

Electrowerkz was where I attended a KAOS night for the first time and where eventually, in my pursuit of becoming more of a participant in the scene, I also began my adventure into photographing it. I created my first photo report for KAOS’ 11th anniversary back in 2014. It looked like I was late to the party, but this didn’t stop me from instantly falling in love with it. Encouraged by the ‘see you in the darkness’ slogan, ap- pearing in Lee Adams’ online reminders about approaching events, I embarked on the task of discovering what that darkness involved, learning how to navigate it in order to extract, expose and create a photo- graphic representation of it. This shift into new settings came with fresh photographic angles and expanded my interest in movement, which branched out into three interweaving sub-categories: kinetics, optics and politics. The task was to create immersive visualisations of these dynamics. I was interested in a party ex- perience and a club photography opportunity that would have the feel of an alternative reality. KAOS pro- vided and delivered. The party, though it can be seen as dark, is a safe haven for its community. I discov- ered that there is flourishing life in the darkness. In low light I found high energy.

KAOS is a perfect space for individual self-expression and for group rituals of hedonism and release. It is also, like queer club culture in general, about the creativity of out of the box thinkers - club kids and moth- ers, performers and ‘shape shifters’. It’s about experiments with outfits and make-up, and evolving con- cepts of beauty. Club photography will always be about documenting it all. Yet, with my approach to this genre, I always intend to see beyond looks as finished products. Looks unravel their full potential when they are entangled in a club space; when they become part of the narratives about friendship, love, trust, joy, hedonism, humanism, inclusiveness, community and vibe. A queer club night is a setting where all these factors occur and interweave. My photographs showing the KAOS community dancing and sometimes pos- ing for the camera (or dancing and posing simultaneously) are a record of the trust negotiated between us. They are also documents of the process of establishing our shared sense of belonging. The images send a message about the joy and the pride felt in finding a tribe, a ‘home’, a place, which is safe and where there is no judgement.

People tend to contest the presence of photographers and their cameras within an underground party set- ting. They see taking photographs at a night club as an invasion. It can also be seen as a sign of the com- mercialisation of a party. Taking photographs can signify a certain validation of the rituals of socialising and self-expression. I approach my presence as a club photographer as a task of tuning in to the vibe of the crowd. As the night progresses, taking pictures becomes a collaborative project of recording memories and celebrating the moment we are all in. A queer club night is a spectacle but also a participatory performance - an ‘open stage’. I like to think that my photographer’s gaze goes unnoticed. Sometimes it does, but some- times there’s a clear, spontaneous collaboration with the dancers who become ‘performers’. Preferably (and usually) these situations are candid but sometimes we only pretend they are. Some photos pass as candid thanks to their subject’s careful self-direction, and thanks also to the trust that has been established be- tween us. I endeavour to convey the performativity of these situations through some of my images in order to tell the story of an ontological relationship between a photographer and an event (a club night). Perfor- mance depends on documentation as it gains authority by being recorded. And documentation too depends on performance, for there would be nothing to document without performance*2 – their relation seems to be perpetual.

My photographs from KAOS speak of and record movement understood in three different ways:
- Firstly, movement as in the kinetics of dance: I harvest imagery of spontaneous choreographies; I docu- ment the beauty of people losing themselves in dance; I record elements of escapism and the pleasure of interacting with the sensory experience of the club. I want my photographs to communicate both the ele- gance and the intensity of the scenes witnessed in the club. I strive to transfer these energetic, intangible factors into an arresting visual representation.
- Secondly, these images are optical representations of movement as the passage of light and time. Often they visualise time in a disrupted sense - I allow a certain blurriness, for textures of grit and noise to appear in my images. I let light take its time as it works its way through the darkness, as it sneaks between bodies, energy and smoke; as it disperses and mixes its lumens coming from different sources. Photographing these seemingly perfect, energetic and highly charged moments is an expression of the desire to pause time. The darkened club space has an extra-temporal quality. It screams: Ah, linger on, thou art so fair!*3. These words echo within the still images of action captured in situ.
- Finally, my photos document queer club nights as a fertile ground for movement as in politics and subcul-

tures. Dance can be seen as a political statement*4. The same applies to queer love - creating communi- ties and sustaining human bonds. Dance is about conversations, inspiration and guidance. It is about learning from each other. Photography becomes an element and a record of the cultural-political ex- change taking place in the club between all of those involved in the music, the fashion and the communi- ty. It also sends a message to the wider audience exposed to these photos, a message about the exis- tence of this parallel world.

These club photography experiences have led me to the realisation that I’ve been looking for common de- nominators across different genres of my photographic work. For me, the club space became a platform for experimenting with a mix of the approaches that I usually employ in theatre and dance production photog- raphy, portraiture, fashion, documentary or conceptual assignments. Hundreds of the photos in my KAOS archive are charged with the prolonging and the preservation of moments of movement, drama, creativity, storytelling, ambiguity, performativity and self-expression.

My pictures from KAOS present the paradox of power, fragility and transience found in queer club culture. They keep alive the memories of the place where we can experience feeling powerful and vulnerable, and where we feel safe expressing both of these states as they are experienced through our bodies and minds. During the current pandemic, these photos have become even more valuable. I can’t help but feel a sense of loss. I hope that the dancing rituals of KAOS will commence again soon. I miss you all.

I would like to thank Lee and Chadd but also Adam, Aga, Alan, Alex, Al/ice/ex, Andreas, Andro, Andrzej, Barkosina, BTK, Christos, Claus, Cuco, Danny, Giammarco, Harry, Jason, Josh, Judith, Jun, Katy, Loops, Luisa, Luke, Lulu, Mak, Micol, Olha, Oliver, Parma Ham, Pie, Safrash, Salvia, Stefano, Teresio, Timmy and everyone else, who I ever photographed also without knowing their name. Special thanks to the co editors of this text, Max Aldous-Allison and Freya Caldwell.

#scenesofutterkaos, #lowlighthighenergy

Zbigniew Kotkiewicz, London 2020

Instagram @zbigniewkotkiewicz Website zkotkiewicz.com

*1 Source: Kaos’ ‘about’ section on Resident Advisor Promoter’s page https://www.residentadvisor.net/promoter.aspx? id=46452

*2 Philip Auslander, The Performativity of Performance Documentation PAJ: A Journal of Performance and Art Volume 28, Issue 3, September 2006 p.1-10

*3 Quote from Faust by Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

*4 “If I can't dance, I don't want to be in your revolution” - quote from an anarchist political activist and writer Emma Goldman

Wesley Hartwell - AWKWARD PARTY, London Fashion Week

I documented Wesley Hartwell's AWKWARD PARTY collection presentation. The event took place during London Fashion Week and was hosted by The Queen Adelaide of Cambridge Heath.

Kaos - The Restart

So it happened, after 18 months of the pandemic induced hiatus Kaos returned to Electrowerkz with Dahc Dermur VIII, Proteus, Fairground of Tears, Choronzon, LAW334 and Ireen Amnes.

There were some familiar and some fresh faces. There were also new light and sound systems. The party also expanded to the middle floor room.

Here is a selection of my photographs from the night…

Klub Verboten presents Oliver Deutschmann

Chisenhale Dance Space at All Points East Festival

I documented the day of classes at the All Points East festival’s Dance Tent. The Chisenhale Dance Space teachers run their free classes for different age groups.

The return of Klub Verboten

I made my come back to the post lockdown Klub Verboten that took over one of the biggest East London techno clubs. With sets from Oliver, Polanski and Rrose.

Here is a taster of what I shot.

Love Letters videography

I was commissioned to create some promotional videography for Love Letters, a brand new musical produced by Queen’s Theatre. The project involved filming and editing three videos.

First I worked on two ‘In rehearsal’ videos including interviews with the writer and director Douglas Rintoul and the lead actress, Lucy Benjamin, which were followed by a production trailer.

The return of/to Pink Glove

Scenes of Utter Kaos

My photo essay on Kaos, club photography and queer night life found its happy home on Electrowerkz blog.

2024 update - As the venue is under new management their website content has been amended and the piece isn’t available there anymore.

London Trans Pride 2021

My photographic set/ report from London Trans Pride 2021.

The march, the beautiful crowd, some long not seen friends, fellow photographers at work, some wide angle situations, the streets, the speeches and as per usual, plenty of details.

Future of Theatre | Digital Theatre Conference from The Stage

I made some video content for The Stage’s the Future of Theatre conference, which due to the pandemic moved entirely online. I filmed and edited a keynote speech by Matthew Xia and an interview with Andrew Lloyd Webber. The videos are available to the conference ticket holders. The articles below contain stills from the videos.

Encounter Bow 2021

I documented Encounter Bow, a day of free outdoor arts for the local community. Produced by Chisenhale Dance Space and curated by Moi Tran, the free arts programme included contemporary dance, live art, plant soundscapes, audio walks, balloon art, origami sculptures, book readings and more—for all ages.

The projects playfully explored community care, spaces of joy and the importance of sharing and collecting stories.

With participatory experiences from Anna Sulan Masing, Caro Gervay + Lily Ly, Eelyn Lee, Jason Singh, Kimvi, Moi Tran, ShumGhostJohn, Quang Kien Van and Roman Road Trust.

Quarantune 02 | Last Entry 3am - Polanski, Chadd Curry and 'The Beauty and the Beast' photograph

My photograph of the London based artists Polanski and Chadd Curry had been included in the Quarantune 02 | Last Entry 3am book. Many thanks to Polanski for telling his story based around this archival photograph taken by me at BLANC back in 2014. Printed copies of Quarantune 02 | Last Entry 3am are available form here.

Pornceptual Magazine - Fuck 2020 - Queer Nightlife

My photograph taken at Klub Verboten back in January 2020 has been published in the latest Pornceptual Magazine alongside the article about queer nightlife by Cassidy George. Vielen Dank KV (also for taking and sharing the photos of the print!

Bishopsgate Institute LGBTQ+ Archives contribution

I’m excited to announce that my night life and queer movement documentary photography has been catalogued and archived by Bishopsgate Institute. The collection will be soon updated with some more of my archival club photography dating back to 2013. Bishopsgate Institute will reopen from May 17th, by appointment only.

https://www.bishopsgate.org.uk/collections/zbigniew-kotkiewicz-archive

Kill the Bill protest in Central London

I joined and documented the demonstration against the new Police, Crime, Sentencing and Courts Bill*. The turn out was great and it was fantastic to see various groups and communities from across the society protesting together.

Per usual I also portrayed the presence of my fellow photographers/videographers.

*The Police, Crime, Sentencing and Courts Bill proposes to give police in England and Wales more power to impose conditions on non-violent protests, including those which are deemed too noisy or a nuisance.

Queer Extension. Intro to Club Cultural Studies: Queer Contexts

My photograph taken at Kaos, Electrowerkz in 2019 has been published on the Queer Extension project website. It promotes Intro to Club Cultural Studies: Queer Contexts, a course exploring aspects of queer club culture, facilitated by Justin Hunt.

‘This module employs performance studies and sociological methodologies to examine the business of nightlife from an academic perspective.’

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